CowgirlLovesxx

Before you delve into the wonder that is my profile..read this[:
If you're a creeper, I have a gun and know how to use it, and i won't hesistate to do so =]
No kids. Don't get me wrong, i love them, but i've been there, done that with the ex wife drama..plus, i want my OWN.
Don't contact me if you're a perv. I don't do "intimate encounters".
If you don't text, a lot, it won't work. I'm not stalker clingy, but I do like to talk to someone i'm interested in or with..i mean..hellllooooooo. Communication =]
If you aren't Christian we probably won't get along. We can try but....yeah.
Same goes for if you're a liberal =]
I'm sweet and shy. Don't assume i'm not interested. Instead, ask me. There's a novel idea o:
I have my reasons for liking older guys. I can handle some immaturity but we really should act our age, not our shoe size. There's a difference between being goofy and being immature =]
I love to laugh and smile. So, humor is kind of important =]
I don't like arrogant people. You don't know everything, you aren't God, i'm not stupid, don't treat me like i am.
I'm done with give and take, me being said giver ALL the time, the other being said taker. It takes two to work.
Don't bother telling me how screwed up i am. I already know this. I don't need you telling me. Guess what? You're screwed up too. I could be making millions on some dramatic talk show telling you this so heed those words =]
Anyways, onto my profile..
i cut. there i said it.
deal with it.
i'm depressed a lot.
don't ask why.
but i'm also happy, too.
but i want deep happiness.
like true happiness.
that someone brings me.
without even trying.
that's what i need.
what i want.
i need to need someone.
i want to need someone.
i want to admire him.
and love him.
and adore him.
and look up to him.
and listen to him.
show him what love really is.
something sweet.
something pure.
something real.
trust and loyalty.
i know where i need to be.
and i know what i want.
and i want a guy who will take me there.
who makes me believe in fate.

this is my life. this is your life. are you who you wanna be?
i want someone.
who can love me the way no one else does.
be a best friend, tell the truth, over use i love you.
go to work, do your best, don't outsmart your common sense.
never let your praying knees get lazy and love like crazy.
words to live by.
skydiving. check.
rocky mountain climbing. check.
2.7 seconds at least, on a bull named foo man shoo. check.
loved deeper. check.
spoke sweeter. check.
gave forgivness i'd been denying. check.
became a friend a friend would like to have. check.
read the good book. check.
lived like i was dying...check.
I'm a gun toting, God fearing, snapple drinking, Clinton bashing, classy, chic redneck princess <3
I am a surfer.
I am a cowgirl.
I am a rocker.
I am everything and nothing all at the same time.
I am loving.
I am honest.
I am kind.
I am bitchy.
I am Loyal.
I am sick of being alone.
i'm an angel.
i'm a devil.
i'm sometimes inbetween.
i'm as bad as it can get, and good as good can be.
sometimes i'm a million colors, sometimes i'm black and white.
i'm all extremes.
I'm someone filled with self-belief
I'm haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am.
i'm a lost girl.
i'm a cutter.
i'm scared out of my mind.
i'm a rebel.
i'm loud about my faith.
i'm needing love.
a family.
true love.
someone to make me believe in love, hope, happiness, and pretty houses with green trim all over again.<3
I love to read, write, that sort of thing. I like to spend time with family and my uniquely lovely friends. I love music andwhatnot. I usually watch cartoons if i bother turning the t.v on. I'm straight edge and extremely proud of it. I slide down the hallway in my socks and lay in bed and think about what it would be like to be something else and how weird lady gaga is, how in the hell smurfs have babies... Love animals, and kids, and older people. I wanna make something of myself, make a difference in someones life.
I'm contemplating becoming a special ed teacher.
I know the pay isn't nearly as good as most jobs, and you certainly don't get paid enough for what you get put through(mom's a teacher, I know firsthand), but maybe, just maybe, the reward is worth more than money. I want to open a shelter for kids and teens who are trying to make their lives better. No judgement, the past is the past, and it shall remain that way.